I Never Knew

One day i had a dream that some day things would be different, but my hole world shifted with just one thought.
Its not good living a lie, cos i trust myself to show trust to whom the trusts is from and one day i knew that having you next to me wasn't right.
my mind went blank to what happened through the months, with the way things started i knew that i will end up loving you but i never knew that loving you would hurt so badly and the most hurtful thing was that you didn't trust me even through i tried to give you my trust and to know that i even fought for your trust, but i didn't know that it was gonna be a fight and that they would only be one winner, YOU.
everyday i gave you reasons to trust me but it was so hard cos of the thoughts that were running through your head and mind.
your mind kept on confusing you with sine different person, a person that i wasn't, but all i wanted was for you to understand that i wasn't that man that brought so much fever between your heart.
i never knew that a heart could confuse itself with something that's not there or real and its really painful to know that the woman you thought was your dream girl wasn't a dream at all but a nightmare.
the tears of happiness came out but not for long to see the tears of a broken heart, although a future was created with both hearts but i got one question, why does it hurt so much and how comes there is only one heart left feeling the pain going on and on?
i never thought that a nightmare would came to me like this, but it did and am left in the shadows of a heart without trust.
its hard to think on what your doing but am here having flash backs on how things were even though things were said and love was written in the hearts, there is one thing that was never there and wasn't tried cos of the way things were, you should have known that everything has a meaning and my meaning was to love you and you to give trust in me. love don't work without trust and i worked it out with a broken heart.
you see i Never Knew