My Queen

Your my Queen and my girlfriend that makes a differencess in my life.

you came and put a smile on my face and everytime am sad and all i got to do is think of you. your my heartbeat and without you my all life would have changed.

This is my love writing in this poem and if i was to write a story about anything, it would be about how you have changed my life and out something there that can make me belive that am not alone.

Your my breath of air so without you i wouldn't be standing so tall and look at life in a different way.

your my mind that thinks and without you i would'nt be holding whatam feeling in my heart down or show what's really on my mind to you.

This is not the way a dreament on how my life should be but am gald that is happened tp me cos this way i can look at my self and see how happy i am.

Your my sunshine and without you my life would'nt be so bright, your my moonlight that helps me in the dark when there is no light.

your my Diamond un the raff that i found and dont to lose.

This is the way i feel and i want to show you that i do love you in so many different ways. so let me give you my heart and you take it and make it your own cos girl everyday is about you.

Your my blood that runs through my body and without you i would'nt have that love that's in my heart for you

Your my bed that i sleep in and i know without it i wont be able to dream about you when am not with you.

Your that friend of mine that keeps me on the right track and shows me the right way when i done wrong.

but most of all your everything that i think of and have that mind i know that i can think on more ways on how to make you happy and love you and thats why your My Queeen

Separated

There is pain in my eyes everytime i open them, but the can't seem to go away.
There is pain in my mind everytime i think about you and the pain can't hold it's shape.
There is in my legs everytime i walk to your house, the pain can't move cos it's holding me down.
There is pain in my arm eveytime i try to hold you next to me, the pain can't shift cos its too hard.
There is pain in my lips everytime i try to kiss you, the pain can't move cos it comes and go, but baby the apin that is killing me most is that we were never ment to be so i think that it's better that we stay separated.

Wishing

I was two when he got taken away from me And now I feel so stranded. Sitting their just feel like crying But I know deep down he is watching Over and over I feel so lost, trying to find the out through this life That I am living and still I feel lost. How do you start a life without happiness? When all of your life had so much sadness Yet still I feel so unsettled with the way my life is going No matter what I try to do, I can't change where this life is going Even though I got my mum here with me there are still something Missing and with the way things are going I know that the truth Lies deep within me. I always try to look upon the sky trying to see if that face that's Always on my mind to show me the way Deep down I know that where ever I am or go, his there and What ever am doing he is helping me throughout this long living life Yet again I still wish that I was young again Just to see that face that's always on my mind. All of the tears that I cry sometimes just because he is on my mind And every single day I dream that I was with him right now Even though he is up there, he still got a part of him in me right now This is gonna last until the end of time because my love for you dad is endless.

Don't Change

Should I be judged for the writings that are on my skin? Let alone my mind. Should I be raped of my soul because? Of the differences between white and black. Why cant I be the profess and create this world In a way that we could all be the same. If this world was created equal then why are They're so much equitation? Should one be threaten because he was born differently? We move into this world, that we created but never realised That it was created for us, even if the past is past This colour of mine will never die. Stay true to who your and don't try and change for someone Else Skin, race, and nationality we are all the same Created by one

Don't Change

Lost Loving

Am so unsettled with the way things are going
There is something in my life that's not showing.
Am I just dreaming while am not sleeping.
Why am I thinking this way, is it cos you told me to go the other way?
You told me that you would always be there but
When I try to say what's on my missing you give me air.
I told you that I was a different man but what's different is you
Love was there from the first time my eyes were on you
I knew that my heart will only beat for you even though
We had a bad start crying all the night but I told myself
That once you was in my life that I wouldn't let you go.
You're in my thoughts without me thinking
I didn't plan this life to be like this but its gotta change
Cos I can't be doing this, I don't think you know how feel
About all of what happened while we were together.
You broke my heart in two but that still doesn't Change the way I feel about you.
Why does love hurt so much when your in love Is it cos it hurts cos the love is true or
Is it cos love is not really love but juts feelings that are not really there
Day after day I think about you and I do try to get you
Out of my heart, but I can't seem to find a way even though
It should be easy cos am all the way on the other side.
But it doesn't work. I don't want to make you cry but am just
Telling you how I feel and I know that their might an other man in your life, But this is hurting me.
I remember that someone told me that when you find true love in your life
That you shouldn't let that love go, but it seems to me that I gotta give this love freedom.
Am sorry that I never gave you a better reason to trust me than giving you
My heart

Am sorry that I didn't give you everything that you wanted apart from
My heart.
Am sorry for this poem as am sorry for loving you.

You, You and You

Your my angel, My world, My life, My mind, Your eveything to me
You make me wanna run miles and cry for your love
your more than a man could ever ask for, but your what am asking for.
dreams or lies, but to me your a dream come true
never thought that my heart would change, but you have showed me that love can make you do creazy things.
your the point of all of this.
baby gyal i want to give you more and i wanna share my life with you
your my other half that i haven't lost but looked hard for
i have so much to say, the day i see you face to face
i will give you more.
i wanna give you all of the time that i have left on this earth and with every tear will come loving and with every sadness will come happeness.
as a word they is never been a man who wants you as much as i want you.
my thoughts are endless and with my love going in toodeep, deeper than the earth, your the air that i breath, your the sky in my planet, kissing you was a dream come true and making love to you is gonna be a stroy to never forget because your the one gyal thats driving me creazy, making me do unwanted things. from the 1st time i saw you everything has been about you cos AM IN LOVE WITH YOU

Missing

Life is a story left to be told without the end,
throughout years and months, its been left to that one person who created it
pain has it's shares in life and so does love, but
where does all this lead us?
yes life has somethings missing, like a missing tear from a love that just finished. straight from the heart and soul.
well we all try so hard to find what's really missing in our lives, but yet we all dont stop and think as we all get hurt so many times and we all hurt other in the way.
But really what's missing in our lives is us.
its our bodies and souls, our minds and hearts.
dont you think that is what is missing in our own hearts, let alone someone else's heart
everything is missing
missing hair, missing neals, missing everything
Missing

What Should I Do?

For you
I would run a mile
If that would give me a chance
To see you smile.

I'd call you my best friend.
But that's a lie.
You mean so much more to me
But 1 can't explain why.

For you are more precious to me
Than all the gold in the world.
But I can't tell you that
How can I be that bold?

If I spoke what's on my mind
Would you accept me?
Because without you
I don't know where I'd be

You seem to be calm
While I feel so lost
I would like to be so bold,
But what would its failure cost

Am I the only one faced with this choice?
To be daring and risk losing you as a best friend too
I can't risk that; I'd rather have that than lose everything
What should I do?