You told me that you loved me and you wanted to be with me and i told you the same and for that i gave you my heart and body.
Things were different and that made me see that i wanted to be with you
Life was bad from the start but got better as we both went on and grew.
A few tears came out unexpected but it was all turned around with a kiss and a smile and i told you that i would always be there for you and i did, but i made sure that i was always no matter the day or weather cos your love was all that i was looking for.
Talking on the phone all night just to make sure that your feeling great so that you wouldn't walk outta the door.
I never thought that i would ever feel like this again but you showed me that all things can happen and that's why i pushed on your buttons and to make things even better i made you my butter.
still for some reason things were still not good and then you done something that made me understand.
for all the love i gave i knew trust wasn't made and although i tried my best, the love i gave was lost.
sometimes u think that if i done things different then life would have been different, but i didn't cos the love that was inside was straight from the heart. how did i know that i loved you? from the moment when it hurt.
love hurts and so am i, even though i don't know what your going through but i got a feeling of it.
sometimes i think to myself why did my heart go for you, is it cos we been through the same things or cos your beautiful.
but it wasn't that cos now i know the reason why my heart was beating for and that's cos i loved you and wanted to the person inside and that all came out in one night when i was with you at a place that you didn't even want to go in the 1st place, and the tears you cried that night made me see that you cared and that i loved you more than what i knew and that hurts the most cos now i gotta let you go and it breaks my heart to know that the person that you love is not the one for you. only if i read the signs from the start. this is hurting me and it will keep on until my heart breaks into freedom and that's What Hurts The Most
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
I Never Knew
One day i had a dream that some day things would be different, but my hole world shifted with just one thought.
Its not good living a lie, cos i trust myself to show trust to whom the trusts is from and one day i knew that having you next to me wasn't right.
my mind went blank to what happened through the months, with the way things started i knew that i will end up loving you but i never knew that loving you would hurt so badly and the most hurtful thing was that you didn't trust me even through i tried to give you my trust and to know that i even fought for your trust, but i didn't know that it was gonna be a fight and that they would only be one winner, YOU.
everyday i gave you reasons to trust me but it was so hard cos of the thoughts that were running through your head and mind.
your mind kept on confusing you with sine different person, a person that i wasn't, but all i wanted was for you to understand that i wasn't that man that brought so much fever between your heart.
i never knew that a heart could confuse itself with something that's not there or real and its really painful to know that the woman you thought was your dream girl wasn't a dream at all but a nightmare.
the tears of happiness came out but not for long to see the tears of a broken heart, although a future was created with both hearts but i got one question, why does it hurt so much and how comes there is only one heart left feeling the pain going on and on?
i never thought that a nightmare would came to me like this, but it did and am left in the shadows of a heart without trust.
its hard to think on what your doing but am here having flash backs on how things were even though things were said and love was written in the hearts, there is one thing that was never there and wasn't tried cos of the way things were, you should have known that everything has a meaning and my meaning was to love you and you to give trust in me. love don't work without trust and i worked it out with a broken heart.
you see i Never Knew
Its not good living a lie, cos i trust myself to show trust to whom the trusts is from and one day i knew that having you next to me wasn't right.
my mind went blank to what happened through the months, with the way things started i knew that i will end up loving you but i never knew that loving you would hurt so badly and the most hurtful thing was that you didn't trust me even through i tried to give you my trust and to know that i even fought for your trust, but i didn't know that it was gonna be a fight and that they would only be one winner, YOU.
everyday i gave you reasons to trust me but it was so hard cos of the thoughts that were running through your head and mind.
your mind kept on confusing you with sine different person, a person that i wasn't, but all i wanted was for you to understand that i wasn't that man that brought so much fever between your heart.
i never knew that a heart could confuse itself with something that's not there or real and its really painful to know that the woman you thought was your dream girl wasn't a dream at all but a nightmare.
the tears of happiness came out but not for long to see the tears of a broken heart, although a future was created with both hearts but i got one question, why does it hurt so much and how comes there is only one heart left feeling the pain going on and on?
i never thought that a nightmare would came to me like this, but it did and am left in the shadows of a heart without trust.
its hard to think on what your doing but am here having flash backs on how things were even though things were said and love was written in the hearts, there is one thing that was never there and wasn't tried cos of the way things were, you should have known that everything has a meaning and my meaning was to love you and you to give trust in me. love don't work without trust and i worked it out with a broken heart.
you see i Never Knew
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